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Tue Oct 20, 2009, 8:12 AM

Angel don't you cry, I'll meet you on the otherside



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I should be in fucking NYC.
In line.
At Best Buy.
To meet Tokio Hotel.
But ohshit.
If only one month.
If only I was eighteen and said someone else would go with me and that I also wasn't going with some guy I never met, so I wouldn't get jumped....
because.
...
it just so seems I can't be trusted with her?
Okay. I've messed up a few times, done shit you don't know but hell, come on.
I'm honest.
fffffffffff.

i'm so unbelievably depressed right now.
I should have skipped her birthday.
I was just the outcast that night anyway, sat and kept to myself. as always.
Next time.
This won't happen.
a chance like this, will never pass by me again.
ever.

on another onte.
german four honors, is killer...
I need to bring my grades up, and fast.
get my ass out of this depressed state and MOVE :c

Unsere Augen brauchen Licht

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Sad Day For Happiness.
  • Reading: To Tempt The Wolf.
  • Watching: Bill.
  • Playing: Bill.
  • Eating: Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill :D
  • Drinking: Hot Coca from Dunkin donuts

I'm, fake.

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 8:00 AM
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Brother <3
:iconrafewilson: and sister :iconxxxpuppydogxxx: :heart



My RL sister:
:iconjumperbaby94: watch her noww!

Twin;
:iconberlinlavsmarie:


===========Hair:

[x] Extensions[sometimes I wear the colorful ones x3]
[x] Dyed at least once
[x] Dyed it more then 5 times
[ ] Use hairspray, hair gel etc.
[x] Change hairstyle regularly
[x] Have layers, hair feathered etc.
[ ] Straighten your hair
[ ] Curl your hair
[ ] Blow dry your hair
[ ] Lots of clips, hair bands etc.

So far = 5


Face:

[ ] Foundation DARKER than your natural skin tone
[ ] Foundation which matches your skin tone
[x] Mascara
[x] Eyeliner
[ ] Blusher
[ ] Bronzer
[ ] Lip gloss, lip stick etc
[ ] Fake eyelashes
[ ] Eyelash curlers
[ ] About a million makeup bags and brushes

So far = 7


Body

[x] A piercing
[x] More then one piercing
[ ] Fake tan
[x] Have/had fake nails
[ ] Eyebrows waxed/threaded
[ ] Have used a sun bed
[x] Have had a pedicure
[ ] Have had a manicure
[ ] Tattoos[not yettt]

So far = 11

Others

[ ] Worn/wear coloured contacts
[ ] Worn/wear contact lenses
[ ] Own fake designer stuff
[ ] Follow the latest trends
[ ] Look orange regularly
[ ] Pretend your fake stuff is real
[ ] Wear a lot of perfume
[ ] Wear flesh coloured tights so your legs look darker
[x ] Wear a more then 5 pieces of jewelery at a time(All my piercings lawl)
[ ] Most of your clothes have fake diamantes on them

So far= 12

Have you :

[ ] Considered a boob job
[ ] Considered/had lipo suction
[ ] Wanted your lips to be fuller
[ ] Considered/had botox
[x] Gone on a diet
[ ] Gone to the gym
[x] Had your teeth bleached /whitened professionally
[x] Bleached/whitened your teeth at home
[ ] Had work done on your teeth so they are perfect
[ ] Had any plastic surgery

Total = 15

Now multiply your answer by 2

and repost this note as I am 30% fake xDD
==
oh.
and.
my anniversary is 24. October :D

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Sad Day For Happiness.
  • Reading: To Tempt The Wolf.
  • Watching: Bill.
  • Playing: Bill.
  • Eating: Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill :D
  • Drinking: Hot Coca from Dunkin donuts

whatever? -edit-

Tue Oct 6, 2009, 12:32 PM
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Twin;
:iconberlinlavsmarie:


===========
so, I think I'm into drawing again? maybe, it's still pretty shitty and I don't get what I want to come out but for the most part, it's okay...I think.
I want to take an approach to draw BOTH anime style and realistic style Humans...
Realistic style, I can't do faces well ;_____; anime, it's the damned arms!
so either way -shrugs-
wolves?
haven't drawn any in a long while. Poor Rakkaus and my characters, they get neglected by me -sighs- I just find it so damn hard to draw them anymore. -shrug- I really wish I didn't.

possibly this weekend I'll have some uploads, as well as pictures...mkay?
but.
for now, I'm not sure.
I'm probably the most fucked up person you all know.


anyvay...
how are you guys doing?

==
EDIT:

so, guys, my birthday is a month away, and I nee to get this shit ready.
I want two tattoo's.
I'm greedy, sue me >>
One, of my GSD boy with angel wings on my shoulder....
and one..well, something kinda like this? but not quite:
[link]

On the back of my neck, is where it will be.
anyway, anyone come up with a GSD bust shot with angel wings as a design, I'd love you forever.
and if you have any ideas for the other one, that'd be great...also where to place it.
lawl.
I think my lip piercing shall wait...unless I get a job.

hell.
i've got $200 out of my %3,500.
so...I don't think I'm going to Germany anymore.





I really enjoy TH's new album :3
It's amazing.
Now, I need to burn one for both my German teachers.
ha.
they'll love me even more now.
hehe.
and the one always asks me about the contest I entered.
I know I didn't win, but, hey, it was still worth the try right?
I just wanna see who won :3

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Humanoid- Tokio hotel.
  • Watching: Bill.
  • Playing: Bill.
  • Eating: Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill :D
  • Drinking: Bill.

Nein ;_;

Mon Sep 28, 2009, 12:05 PM
I want Rose (JayShaun) to get out of her coma. I love her ;_;
< 33333333
she's strong and I know she'll pull through this.

--
feeling better, yey.

entered a contest whoo.

-shot-

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  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Automatic!
  • Watching: Bill.
  • Playing: Bill.
  • Eating: Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill :D
  • Drinking: Bill.

fuck.

Tue Sep 22, 2009, 10:35 AM
fuck it.
i give up.
i'm fucking sick again. :/

a decent journal, one day -shrugs- not in the mood.
which means no art for a while.

oh well.
not good ayway.

may get a job sometime soon, I need to raise 3500.
we'll see.

but yeah, whatever. who reads these anyway?

....
bill got a fauxhawk.

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Automatic!
  • Watching: Bill.
  • Playing: Bill.
  • Eating: Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill :D
  • Drinking: Bill.

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